Im totally LOST>

I have no idea what happen to me recently.

I have change to another person. CHANGE...

Not a bad idea too, BUT...

I change because of him,

He never appreciate it..

Everyday keep get scolding from him..

Keep complaining me...

Why I wouldn't I just let go...

Cause I love him....so much?

Everyday, Flirting with other girls ...through online,

Even though just through online,

How would I know if he do it in real life as well?

You told me , your phone inbox full with my messages only,

Halo...there's a button called "Delete", and Im not a 3 years old kid, OKAY?

I message you a sweet message in English, you replied me "you dont understand what is the content about"..

If you got the heart to find out, you can search the dictionary or ask any of your co-worker who know English right?

I really so fade up with you , YOU KNOW ~

Im really damn farking HATE myself...

Why am i born to be fat?

Im so desperate to be lenglui....

I have more than 1000 reasons to be lenglui than being the current me right now..

I dont want to be plum, i need "S"..

I am so emo right now..

I promise this will be the only post on emo-ing,

I have no idea who I can share with my feeling,

So I choose to blog.

Cause I know, nobody bother to read my blog too =)

And Im trying to skip meals..not to eat, control my appetite...

See how long I take to be slim.

Remember, MR.W,

I would remember and do the same thing as what you did to me right now,

when I got the chance =)

Im choose to stay with you,

not because of I love you so deeply,

is because..

IM FEAR OF YOU! FARK!

I cook for you,

I help you to wash clothes,

Even some time you called me to go downstairs da pau for u,

Did I even reject of doing anything you order me to do???

I help you to call the Help center to solve your problem,

Help you to go bank and clear your payment,

At the end,

What did I get?

My requests a lot?

What I asked you to do for me?

WHAT??

You promised to change phone for me..

Then, suddenly, you said not enough money..

Dont siao la..

keep it for your another GIRL kay =)

I am so farking EMO.....desperate..

I AM TOTALLY LOSE FAITH IN TRUE LOVE ! DAMN it!

General update

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE ..?

Of cause look nicer on first picture ...

Went to 2 different saloon on the same week. The second picture cost me RM13 for a hair cut. Cheap but ugly. 2 days later, cannot stand with my hairstyle, went to the saloon that I usually went to for another haircut. Look far nicer. But it only stand for one day, as she help me to do some straightening. Meanwhile, I have to stand with my ugly hairstyle right now ...aiz..

My face look so square.

UGLY

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Go back to my story,

Alright...one more paper to go before I finish my final exam.

The last paper is a resit paper which I failed it during the first year of diploma, the only failed paper ..After that, going to have my precious HOLIDAY for about 3 weeks. Planning to go back Ipoh for a couple of week. Properly I will stay in KL for few days before heading back . I need to keep fit at the time. I need to be slim.

Must!

Compulsary!

No excuses..