Hello to my fats!

Trying to hide my fats >.

Chubby arm, Chubby hand, Big stomach.

Shit ==

Every weekdays have to head to the college dy..

For Classes and Part time job as well.

My time was so pack ..><

But weekends was so empty..

Who wanna date me on weekends x..x

By the way, Im getting fatter and fatter !!!!

Damn it!

And I cut my hair.

Hair getting shorter and shorter ...

So sad!

I need to do something to it!!!

Supernova club ..

My own makeup and black dress purposely bought for clubbing >3

Too bad, I still failed to wear fake eyelashes TT

Time to blog again =o=

Now only I realize they are actually few of my friends who read my blog ><

Thanks for the caring again >,<

I'm more into night life since he appeared in my life.

Last week, clubbing in Supernova, some where near KLCC.

Enjoyed my second time clubbing =p

Get to know few girls over there.

Performance by lengzai and lenglui.

That guy gt my attention , he's so handsome ><

I drank a lot that day, keep go to the toilet.

And the girl keep accompany me =)

I love the music quality at there >3

About 2 something, left the club.

On the way to the parking street, I fall down , cause I was drunk.

After that, yumcha session in Steven Corner near my area.

Without cleaning myself, I just laid on the bed.

Enjoyed that night >3

Started to love clubbing >

So pain..

Red....

I'm back >3

Glad that I'm here .
Been so emo-ing in previous post.. =p IGNORE kay =)
Is the 4th day since the new sem begin . Properly will be busier than previous sem as I got my part time job in college again . Everyday got to wake up as early as 6.30 to get ready for 8 am class!!! Class+part time job until 5.30pm almost every Monday until Friday.! Wednesday have to force myself to gym!
I am so terrified with my meats! Meatball! Last week, went to Petaling Jaya, for Amway events intro by a net friend of mine.

Got to know a lot of people over there. They persuade me to join their classes in Cheras. There are makeup class as well. Too bad, he don't support me ! So lose the opportunity to learn something new. ..

FYI, my laptop modem spoil :( So lately, I wont be blogging for some time. Do miss me if you read my blog =) I love you READERS ! I know I'm not as famous as THEM, As long as I start a blog, write my thought Out, Doesn't matter they are People to read it or not! I write for my own SAKE >3

Last Message?

I really so so so so so stressful.

I have no idea what to do already.

I already out of mind. Lost my mind.

Sitting in the cybercafe, in front the computer on the corner side, tears keep dropping.

Im a loser. Really a loser.

Why you bring me to this world?

I love to be happy, but why you dont give me happiness?

I cant feel the family love. So I search for love in the public.

I thought I found one, and it end up like that.

No Money,

No Family,

No More Scholarship,

No More Him,

Left Me alone in the House.

So Should I just say Goodbye and leave now?

I am used to be a very positive-thinker. I dono. I dono what will happen next.

He is still in the house. And planning to go Genting, act like nothing happening.

Everyone told me to leave him, not to be with him, he aint a good guy, but I still choose to stay around him. I choose the wrong path.

Since I already chosen the road, what to do now?

PS . Please do not take this as a note or sign to commit suicide ya, cause I'm neither Alan nor Alvis Kong. I just blog what I feel.

Regards, Khai Mean